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Mango mochi ice cream

Posted on: January 11, 2009

It started with mango mochi ice cream. When we broke up you said you would never be able to eat it again. But I guess that was a lie, because a month later I visited you in your new place and saw some in your freezer. That’s okay. I’ve betrayed you too. And you, and you, and you, and you, and you.

You: Those nights we stayed up talking about life, the universe, and everything, and then I went to a full day’s class on 30 minutes of sleep passing out with my eyes open but so happy, delirious at life. I’ve done that with other boys since you.

And you: The Apple store in Fashion Valley. I’ve gone there with other boys. Other Apple boys. And Windows boys. And Linux boys.

And you: I told you I loved you but I don’t think I really did. Yeah, I’ve done that with other boys too.

And you: When it was over we thought we’d never be able to make lasagna with anyone else again. I don’t know if you have, but I have. I made it for the boy after the boy after you, because god dammit I really like lasagna.

And you: I stretched out on your huge waist-high bed, so tall that I had to climb to get into it, the comfiest bed I’ve ever been in, and snuggled in among your blankets and pillows as your cat played with my feet. A year later I rolled around in another huge bed. No cat though.

And you: I went to that Ikea that I went to with you, with another boy, and we kissed to erase the memories of you, and some passerby called out “oh, the romance!” and I giggled to myself because he was not really one of my boys.

And right now I am eating mango mochi ice cream with a boy, thinking of you. And you. And you. And you. And you. And you. And it is tasty.

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